maybe because i am imperfect
maybe because i dont believe i am worthy
maybe because the only way i can regulate my impatience for others' imperfection is if i view them primarily as "imperfect"
maybe i only want to be around those that i think need my help
maybe i only want to be around others that elevate me
maybe i just think humility is beautiful.
maybe i love you because you are not perfect
maybe i dont know how to deal with others seeing me imperfect
maybe i have just given * because i used to think you were perfect
maybe i -
maybe...
maybe.
(* "up"? "in"? I can't remember what or whether something was supposed to go here -ed. 7/30/21)
