Friday, February 25, 2011

i am unsure

if i!ve ever been this tired doing a play before, but it certainly feels like i haven't.   

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Wednesday, February 16, 2011


my neph decided to hit some dudes fist with his face in fight practice
this pastnight. x-rays and doctor's appointments have ensued...

Monday, February 14, 2011

Super Robot Multi-Tasking Fight!: BEGIN

2010 tax stuff

at some point: nourishment

how love it would be, if my day were a tree:
as such 'twould keep growing at both ends;
and leave more time for me...


Thursday, February 10, 2011


I like that The Monster has, for the first time EVER, brought his chewy
into the room and is having a bit of a gnaw next to me.

I like that he understands it's ok to do that.

Monday, February 07, 2011


Just opened cookie and the fortune said "you will be successful at everything",

Unintentionally tore it pulling it out of said cookie,

Seems just about right.

Wagon Christ - Sci-Fi Staircase

Sunday, February 06, 2011


I just got a call from someone looking for a young lady named Mekia
(sp?) Russell.

He said she had my resume'.



Friday, February 04, 2011

Wondering if my incense

prompted the spraying of Lysol in the kitchen area.

How do you even smell ANYTHING after you've been smoking Marlboros?

word to your ol' factory.

Thursday, February 03, 2011


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Tirok Gurtu

speaking on music.

Daedelus - Sundown



Son, us just fire son.


Daedelus - Sawtooth EKG


Ay, Papi

san mucho spacey Sr Smoothy - Inside Of You

(Ogu 2040)

Some One Like You - Beanfield




by Jon Hassell,

I deem the "the sexy".

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

So, I'm a hater...

I know this person.

This person has started a non-profit disease awareness organization.

Which is a good thing.

But this person seems to keep sending me things reminding me of this,

particularly that he's being honored for it,

(like, in all caps with bad grammmer)

which, to me, seems quite un-important compared to people being more aware of the disease.


the message is important, not you,

I get it.

stop texting me.

And then this happened.

Where my brain is at right now.

Yesterday -  cousin managed to piss me off (again) with his the "dark", past-cynical online persona he has decided to wear, I continue to think about getting screwed on an eBay purchase then accidentally screwing myself out of a return due to misunderstanding how to accept a partial refund (thanks, eBay - classy...I mean "crappy"), and we are currently in February which means I am quite destitute.

Last night - I had a dream that I started rehearsals on (the play I'm starting rehearsals for in "real life" next week), and found out that I was not only not getting paid, but expected to pay a deposit on my costume.

This morning/now - I woke up with a kink in my back, and generally not wanting to get up. I kept looking toward the window to see if it was day, because I had the strange depression that usually manifests itself in the we hours when one feels particularly secluded.

...then I got hungry....which made me think about being broke again...which ties into some eating for comfort issues....

and the dream got me to thinking about how tired I am of living "the life" and working up some concerns that I role will be too much for me....

and, misery hating good company, I was set toward something more in the way of sullen when I checked my email and saw that someone was a "core extra" on a program (which, I wouldn't relish the idea of doing, save that one needs money when one doesn't have foraging skills that don't involve mechanized refrigeration or preservatives)

So, I'm in one of those moods where I need to go outside...but I really don't feel like going outside.



Tuesday, February 01, 2011


So. Ok. I think I may need to address the fact that I find it impossible to stop playing this game and get some work done on A&C for next week.

I am also wondering about my mother's ability to while away many hours the same way.


(insert deep, vulnerable, heart-felt and self-revelation here)

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