warning

My mother is currently wearing a shirt that says "Don't piss me off. I'm running out of places to put the bodies" while making at least 8 sweet potato pies.

I'm listening to The Pilgrim by Unforscene on SomaFM http://somafm.com/gsclassic 

missing time.

I thought today was Saturday.

Dream

I don't know how I ended up dreaming about LIGHTYEAR, mixed with For all mankind, I but I was thinking about FAM earlier. Animated buzz, but his partner was live - moon base laby commander from FAM...felt like recap of LY except with her? Colony ship gets attacked? She has to hide? Only slept 2+hrs.

dream

last night dreamt I was passenger in a car at night. when car goth high beams on came behind.

made sign for them to turn down and they took it as a threat and flashed weapon.

rest of dream deciding to report

gold grand marquis with 6 ppl on it... 6 digit license plate

dunno why. not pleasant.

D re am to d ay

Had dream abt cats.. Odd because the  grey wolf was in it.

Looked like.. San fran? Outside. 

Cat jumps on my back while I'm talking to someone. 

Realize it's grey. Go to apt nearby I've delivered to (don't know why) .. He's on head.  While there landlord comes up, then tennant comes out

Then LL has removed steps. 

I ask how are we to get down.

Suddenly we are moving... Whole stairwell as a unit.. Like a box... Elevator car...as if lifted by crane. 

It is front loader with fork attachment

Taken to... Subway stop? 

Dropped

Was not in traveling clothes 

Thai fishers, baja jacket.. Things don't match 

greywolfbear remains on head whole time, unmoved

Instead of placed on ground.. Taken to  

Ross Gay

'to achieve humanity, you i have to share delight'

- (paraphrase) 

short

I wish

   when I was forming 

that thered have been someone there to tell me

that my interests are 

words

                 and 

behavior 

Com Truise - Forgive

Sorrow - Art Is Dead

Something about linear age

vs practical age vs perceived age vs (some word that begins with c age)

... age changes by the amount we've  lived minus the AMT of time we no longer remember 

beady Belle - partypooper

We’ve always been distracted 

"it is solely by risking one's life that freedom is attained"

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/97608-it-is-solely-by-risking-life-that-freedom-is-obtained

Portland non liberal past

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-53996159

diffidence -

Modesty or shyness resulting from a lack of confidence.

I posit that there is a point at which a (_ _ _) wants to be heard and understood rather than humores, regardless of affection involved.

In 'Animal Joy,' Nuar Alsadir explores the nature of laughter  https://www.npr.org/2022/08/16/1116711441/animal-joy-poetry-nuar-alsadir

Watch "I Got Some Help I Don't Need (Single Edit)" on YouTube

https://youtu.be/NooJiT3vE9o 

Gordita de huevos...

 ...is, simply put, The Truth.

hb2m