I'm unsure why, but I feel slightly high/giddy (?) today.
Some sensation or...palpable metaphorical (warmth?) from under my sternum...
I don't know why.
Lastnight spoke to Brother-in-arts...he seemed to approve part of my decision to (try to) reach out to elders I haven't seen in
decades...despite having been back close to them for decades.
maybe part of a broader relaxation. /decision
I think I also felt this somethingish yesterday after some exercise.. in the sun.....
some feeling of doing the right thing/making the right choice
after dwelling on the personal determination that so many
(all?)
have been bad since -
<hm.>
since I've been allowed to make decisions ?
decades are a blink. i think i feel like we should get more time. ___
[in
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aooooouuuuuuuuuuut....]
