the o - fishul .....!...................

to anyone who has ever felt things for me that I have not and kept it from me/sucked up my inherent evilness for the sake of the relationship/been a victim of my psycho-flirt-sex-emotional-tease slut-ism/helped only to have me hit back 'cuz that's my way of showing appreciation...dealt with my: lack of ability to commit/inability to leave well-enough alone/insistence on solitary wandering/tendency to dream rather than vocalize.....


(life would've been so much better if you'd just stuck with "yes".
that child could've been mine and this one would BE mine. I would say that
you and two other muthaf#kk@$ took 3 people away from me, but you all
just contributed, mostly just see the above)

to You: I don't care about you having something to say. I'm just saying look at the shit like it's hanging on the wall.

to You: I know I can't say it to you and it's late, but: happy birthday

to You: Breath deep and love that little big-head kid. (your) Life is (will be) more simple when (if) i observe from a distance

to You: deal with your pain, but do not wallow. Otherwise you'll never be able to see the wisdom - SCARS and WISDOM ARE NOT THE SAME

to You: several things none of which had to do with you... I really wish that it'd have happened at a time when I could see a little clearer (nothing I can say will help, so I just say that which I do. add it to the list)

Irony: I seem terribly talented at inadvertently causing tears in others, yet I have a problem purposely producing them for myself.