Monday, December 04, 2023

Friday, November 10, 2023

warning

My mother is currently wearing a shirt that says "Don't piss me off. I'm running out of places to put the bodies" while making at least 8 sweet potato pies.

Saturday, November 04, 2023

Saturday, August 12, 2023

Dream

I don't know how I ended up dreaming about LIGHTYEAR, mixed with For all mankind, I but I was thinking about FAM earlier. Animated buzz, but his partner was live - moon base laby commander from FAM...felt like recap of LY except with her? Colony ship gets attacked? She has to hide? Only slept 2+hrs.

Saturday, July 22, 2023

dream

last night dreamt I was passenger in a car at night. when car goth high beams on came behind.

made sign for them to turn down and they took it as a threat and flashed weapon.

rest of dream deciding to report

gold grand marquis with 6 ppl on it... 6 digit license plate


dunno why. not pleasant.

Sunday, July 16, 2023

D re am to d ay

Had dream abt cats.. Odd because the  grey wolf was in it.

Looked like.. San fran? Outside. 

Cat jumps on my back while I'm talking to someone. 


Realize it's grey. Go to apt nearby I've delivered to (don't know why) .. He's on head.  While there landlord comes up, then tennant comes out

Then LL has removed steps. 

I ask how are we to get down.

Suddenly we are moving... Whole stairwell as a unit.. Like a box... Elevator car...as if lifted by crane. 

It is front loader with fork attachment

Taken to... Subway stop? 

Dropped

Was not in traveling clothes 

Thai fishers, baja jacket.. Things don't match 


greywolfbear remains on head whole time, unmoved

Instead of placed on ground.. Taken to  

Sunday, June 18, 2023

Ross Gay

'to achieve humanity, you i have to share delight'

- (paraphrase) 

Sunday, March 26, 2023

short

I wish

   when I was forming 

that thered have been someone there to tell me


that my interests are 

words

                 and 

behavior 

Sunday, February 12, 2023

Something about linear age

vs practical age vs perceived age vs (some word that begins with c age)

... age changes by the amount we've  lived minus the AMT of time we no longer remember 

Friday, November 18, 2022

"it is solely by risking one's life that freedom is attained"

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/97608-it-is-solely-by-risking-life-that-freedom-is-obtained

Friday, October 14, 2022

Thursday, October 06, 2022

I posit that there is a point at which a (_ _ _) wants to be heard and understood rather than humores, regardless of affection involved.

Saturday, August 06, 2022

the Truth can hurt

when it is a treatment for a cancerous lie,

that has been eating away at your soul for a lifetime,

and you didn't know

THAT was the source 

of your pain all along.



the Truth is a healer.


(creatorcontroller)makemeahealer



{butbecarefulwhatIaskfor}

Sunday, July 10, 2022

" The misperception of communication on this planet is that it has taken place."

The Man Who Fell to Earth  ep103
"Feelings are too big for words."

The Umbrella Academy season 3 ep 10


Monday, June 27, 2022

'Why One Neuroscientist Started Blasting His Core'

 

The Pitt team didn't think the primary motor cortex would control the adrenal medulla at all. But there are a whole lot of neurons there that do. And when you look at where those neurons are located, most are in the axial muscle part of that cortex.

“Something about axial control has an impact on stress responses,” Strick reasons. 

 

Why One Neuroscientist Started Blasting His Core

An anatomical understanding of how movement controls the body’s stress response system

 


Monday, May 23, 2022

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

meme

I am sitting here reading, for the first time in almost-if-not 20 years what was, I think, the first play* I did completely outside of school (or through school affiliation).

I am reading it because I have assigned part of it for a class.

It's odd to feel the much nostalgia for something that didnt happen when I was a child...20-year-nostlagia.

Hm.

Saturday, March 05, 2022

"Exhilaration enhances the absorption of knowledge."

Spock from a memoir of his time in Starfleet Academy.

Tuesday, January 25, 2022

new love

 According to Uta Hagen in Respect for Acting, 

 

"amateur" 


in its original meaning, 


doesn't mean 'novice'.


it's means 'a lover'....as in a lover of something or someone who pursues something for love.


hm. 


amateur.

Monday, January 03, 2022

Friday, December 31, 2021

Friday, November 19, 2021

"..what is grief if not love persevering?"


The Vision - Wandavision ep 8

Wednesday, November 03, 2021

"The act of telling a story changes the tale."

The Body Keeps the Score - Bessel Van Der Kolk

Someone, please, cut this dog's nails...

...so I can cuddle her.

She is eager,

but she is sharp.

Saturday, October 16, 2021

A film centered on or near to an Afro father and euro son.

(Figuratively, etc)

Thursday, October 14, 2021

"your hair looks like a merkin from a giant"

phrasing.

I think I'm going to start a blog thet consists of just phrases I think are excellent ir excellently crafted.

First up: "irregular pubic borders"

(MAPLEWORTH MURDERS SEASON 1 EP 9)

Tuesday, October 12, 2021

1992 NYC Police Riot

As long as I lived there, I never heard about this.

 

One wonders how many of them were from SI.

 

https://nymag.com/intelligencer/2021/10/the-forgotten-city-hall-riot.html?utm_source=pocket-newtab

Wednesday, September 22, 2021

"your reaction will lift you clear out of the region of such material matters as appetite."

Marilla - Anne with an E

Friday, September 17, 2021

Sweet Tooth dream

 I've been watching the series on netflix, and reading the comic series. I was reading it just before going to sleep, so I guess that had some influence on the dream.


 There's not much detail - I was in a that looked like the larger half of a sweet in the quadrangle at the University of Houston. I was there with three other people, and we appeared to be doing audio work or audio engineering. One person was, I guess, our boss. Her father showed up, who seem to want to take over or boss us around what were you doing. That didn't sit well with the other two people, and they seem to know that this was going to happen when he got there. When he got there and started doing just that, I said 'no, I'm leaving'. This upset the boss personal, and my response was to say 'okay if you want me to stay I'll stay'. That's where dream ended.

  The young boss lady appeared to be the character Bear from Sweet Tooth. 

  I've got no ideas as to potential meaning.  I did recently stay with someone who was acting in a supervisory position, and their father passed through one weekend. However, that doesn't really feel connected.

 

 

 

Thursday, September 09, 2021

Thursday, August 26, 2021

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Friday, July 02, 2021

unwilling archivist

 I would really like to not..


Though I completely understand why I am going to, and can very calmly and objectively talk about that fact that I and my peers have reached that point where we are going to,

assuming our continued presence,


but I really, really would like to stop getting 


more


new


funeral programs.

Friday, June 25, 2021

 

"You think I'd let you starve to death?

 

 When I cut off my own arm to feed you, 


then you will know you're my child."


mama.

The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind

Tuesday, June 08, 2021

but black & white

 an art/exhibit using nothing colored black or white.


came from thinking of wearing red black green..the replacement of gold/yellow/brown for black


and subsequent (need for?) removal of white



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