Sunday, September 29, 2019

source material.

I deeply and utterly despise when reviews of comic book-based film approach them as though they or their various elements are new and revolutionary.....when the stories and characters are 10-50 years old.




correction fluid.

For the Record:

"shouldve" is far from egregious and casually acceptable.

"should of" is 3xegregious and should not appear in any written form unless separated by a comma or in quotes for the sake of explaining how to stop appearing functionally inept on the intertubes.



#seen


(huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaauuuuugh)


I am currently stuck in a moment of intertia again.


I really don't want to be anyone's employee again, but it is hard to settle on a personal business because they all seem to involve remaining in one place.

As is also the case with ideas about being involved in local gov't.

As is somewhat the case with contributing the local arts.

I don't know if it's "can't make my mind up" or "won't".



There may be a certain amount of the same as what happened when I lived in New York:


I have little-to-no-money and no current gig so I don't venture out because that costs money.


maybe.

dunno.


but, you know,

feelings.

you know?


I have an online course to work on.

I have some book study to do.

(which have been interesting in that the information in the two subjects have already converged some)


I just find it massively hard to work on them...despite not really having anything else to do.


it's hard.

it's hard without a partner.

or a family?

or a dog?


Or something.




I'm also trying to learn-myself how to draw.

But the Left Brain is strong in this one.


I am, at this moment, wondering if the will is lefty or righty.


I do things for free and travel long distances to do them just to feel useful,
and then I feel like I've got some energy and momentum and focus
and it doesn't go anywhere.

Anywhere.

any where.

any

an

a

ere

here

where.


(sigh)



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Wednesday, September 25, 2019

‘It’s important to be kind. You can’t know all the times that you’ve hurt people in tiny, significant ways. It’s easy to be cruel without meaning to be. There’s nothing you can do about that. But you can choose to be kind. Be kind.’



(from here, likely sourced..will update if I find the actual)

Friday, September 06, 2019

Tuesday, September 03, 2019

While watching the Good Place...

 ...and giving my particular affinity for the character Janet a consideration,


(aside from always being on the side of any robot/android/AI that isn't unjustifiably terrible)


AND,

it has occurred to me that I like omniscient characters,



maybe,


because I wish I was omniscient.




      Some have viewed me as a know-it-all.

 
which isn't accurate.


      because I WISH I knew it all.


and feel I never know much of anything.

Sunday, September 01, 2019

momentary speculation on terrotism in the US

Aside from a general suspicion that the current spate of mass shootings in Western countries is an organized act by groups that have realized that it is easier to implode nations than it is to explode them,

i am momentarily wondering if there are people in these counties who feel they can induce in their respective societies to embrace the worldview and tactic they have espoused.

in this case: if I show make them need weapons, it will give me/my children/my community the freedom to have them


(that they have been convinced is going to be taken away)



{shrug}



dunno.





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the world shot 26 more people yesterday.

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