I found out the person I swapped virginity with several eons ago is several months into the journey of procreation.
I'm still not sure what to do with that.
I'm not certain I have to do anything with it.
About two years ago, I was trying to figure out if someone from a past relationship was trying to tell me I had a biological child. I've wondered withing the past couple months again if that is the case; whether the truth was being kept from me.
I still wonder what would I do if it were true,
Or it I thought about it so much because I want it to be true.
I was hopeful about this lifetime relationship business for a couple of the months that have constituted the past year...but I think that's subsided.
Perhaps The Universe was just presenting me with an opposite-end dose of what I've been prone to dispensing.
still don't know what to do with that either.
there's been a great deal of humbling over the course of this past year-and-more.
I suppose that's what I get for asking to be humbled.
God, make me a healer.
I'm still not sure what to do with that.
I'm not certain I have to do anything with it.
About two years ago, I was trying to figure out if someone from a past relationship was trying to tell me I had a biological child. I've wondered withing the past couple months again if that is the case; whether the truth was being kept from me.
I still wonder what would I do if it were true,
Or it I thought about it so much because I want it to be true.
I was hopeful about this lifetime relationship business for a couple of the months that have constituted the past year...but I think that's subsided.
Perhaps The Universe was just presenting me with an opposite-end dose of what I've been prone to dispensing.
still don't know what to do with that either.
there's been a great deal of humbling over the course of this past year-and-more.
I suppose that's what I get for asking to be humbled.
God, make me a healer.
