Wednesday, March 31, 2021
Tuesday, March 30, 2021
compensation
Spotify just rewarded "watching" a 30 sec video with Feel the Fire, Love Ballad and Slow Down.
Saturday, March 27, 2021
Wednesday, March 24, 2021
escribor
It just occurred to me, after listening to Glenn Washington and realizing that he just told somebody else's story -
like it was his own -
that writing one's own life...
can be a way of saying things that need to be said,
but feeling like you didn't have to do the
scary
embarrassing
dangerous
*feeling*
thing
of saying those things
oneself.
Monday, March 22, 2021
Sunday, March 21, 2021
Friday, March 19, 2021
Wednesday, March 17, 2021
I am sitting here thinking about how often I ask people "did you like" rather than "what did you think" or "how was it".
Those are all different things,
broadly or subtlely..
or admittance notwithstanding.
If I am a person that asks one instead of the other,
when did I become that person,
or am I what I would have been regardless?
Was I always this way, asking that question?
(just now, when typing that last sentence, I typed "also" instead of always, and left it that way and didn't realize what I'd done until I looked back up at it. More, more mistakes like that, that I don't realize seem to happen.)
i feel like I should type leave more here. but nothing quite feels right.
(write)
(pun)
<flop>
random: do dogs really understand each other more than they do humans, or the humans with which they've been raised, or who/whatever they have socialized to? Is there such a thing as "dog language", or is dog communication simply determined by the individual animal?
insert shrug.
Monday, March 15, 2021
sitter
A skit on Portlandia about a grown adult getting a babysitter caused me to wonder about the actual presence of such.
I assumed I'd see something about paid companions (no quotes) as one might see in Japan.
Instead I found this: https://littlebabyboo.wixsite.com/abdl
Not that I had never heard of such, but it certainly wasn't what I had in mind.
Sunday, March 14, 2021
The Starmaker
I just walked through the family room and the episode of The Love Boat featuring the Pointer Sisters was playing.
I think I'm going to find a way to watch the whole thing, then come back here and have a thought on it.
Right now, there's something in my head about how something used to look so different compared to the moving pictures that came 40 years before it looks so different 40 years after it.
The Pointer Sisters, if you aren't aware, are/were/futuretense awesome.
Tuesday, March 09, 2021
Friday, March 05, 2021
I like broken, imperfect things
maybe because i am imperfect
maybe because i dont believe i am worthy
maybe because the only way i can regulate my impatience for others' imperfection is if i view them primarily as "imperfect"
maybe i only want to be around those that i think need my help
maybe i only want to be around others that elevate me
maybe i just think humility is beautiful.
maybe i love you because you are not perfect
maybe i dont know how to deal with others seeing me imperfect
maybe i have just given * because i used to think you were perfect
maybe i -
maybe...
maybe.
(* "up"? "in"? I can't remember what or whether something was supposed to go here -ed. 7/30/21)
Wednesday, March 03, 2021
cages
as cool as it is to be able to see Hawks and other birds but particularly the big ones up close and clearly, for closer than with you because I'll be predatory birds around we no longer have safe with it places to be able to hunt and live and do what they do. I used to see them off in the distance and I wanted. now I can, but like I said and this isn't I'm a big statement about the environment statement with the cases where I live.
(this was an attempt to upload a post via email entered by voice-to-text...the result is a bit indecipherable..but also a bit Gertrude Stein so I'll just claim 'inspiration" and leave as it is for now - Ed. 7/30/21)
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